sinus

so it's gone from a somewhat pleasant sickness to a full blown sinus infection- painful, so close to the brain, it's interfering with thoughts, no taste, no sense of smell, no appetite... nothing's really helping. apathy's astounding. i've been in bed almost all day, coughing and rolling over and over and over trying to move the gunk around in my head. i slept sitting up last night. blech. i was going to try and explain it in depth, in hopes that the objectification would help me step away from the situation, but i don't think that's actually realistic. hurry up tomorrow. go to the doctor, start the stuff that heals (even though it's no fun to take) and get on with life.